Friday, August 27

baby i love you and i'll never let u go
but if i have to boy i think that u should know
all the love we made, can never be erased
and i promise you that u would never be replaced

i love you...yes i do..
i will be with you as long as you want me to
until...the end..of time..

on the day i met you i knew we would be together
and now i know i want to be with you forever
i want to marry you, and i wanna to have your kids
thinking never compare to the billion of the kisses

i can say i'm truely happy to this day
you make me think that i live my life everyday
there has never been a doubt...in my mind
that i regret ever having you by my side

but if the day comes that i have to let you go
i think there is something i should probably let you know
i enjoyed everyday..that i spent with you..
and i will miss you cause i'm happy that i have you at all

baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
all the love we made, can never be erased
and i promised you that u will never be replaced

i love you..yes i do..
i'll be with you..as long as you want me to..
until..the end..of time




Sunday, August 15

fuck up day yesterday....arghh....the whole day was fine...but when nite falls..thats when everythin happened...has been losing the matches for the past few days man....i'm just bad luck i guess...pissed...tips that win i didnt play...tips that wun win i will always be betting....so when everyone is winning i will be losing, and when everyone is losing, i will be losing too...where is the luck of euro2004 man...when winning money seems to be a daily thing...now is the opp. man... anyway its just between winning and losing...if u dun win...u lose. simple eh. but i do wan to be the winner.

k this month is going to be a crisis month for me.....exams are crawling nearer and nearer....which means i got to go into intensive studying already...no more fooling around.....no more dreaming...time to pia la....

sometimes u just get into this stupid mood...its a mixture of all the emotions...all negative emotions...like sad...restless..depress...stress...pressurize....loneliness.....angry....irritated....but u dun even know where the source is....thats what is happening now....den u just keep on wishing...why things cannot be like this...why they cannot be like this...why not like that....why and more whys. u will be thinkin of all the impossible "whys" instead of thinkin of possible solutions. u are more interested in the effects den on how to prevent it or solve it...

when u know things happen this way...and u know it well that it wun change...so u either accept it or go to another thing. a ball is forever round....u cant expect it to be square...its not a ball anymore...get what i mean? either accept its round...or go find a box. i accept the fact fully...but sometimes...i'm still wishing that the ball can be square..or at least try to be square....its stupid thoughts....i know its stupid...but still....yea...i guess i just need time totally accept it~ den i can fully apreciate it...

missing u deeply...do u know...?

Sunday, August 8

woot~ i covered my loss! plus earn a profit!
yea baby! i love japan!haha..
not i'm not totally broke liao~

really miss her~

Tuesday, August 3

swee la...today is a not bad day for me!
haha..although last nite werder lost..but covered everything in 3 matches today!
plus i'm going to finish covering em's money too!! haha
shiok shiok man....

the ball is round...anything can happen~
but the matches are fixed...haha...

can't wait for epl to start man......

money money!