cleared all...what a relieve..phew..

我沈默 不代表我不痛
我不痛 眼淚就不會流
總是安靜承受 安靜忍受
安靜看你走

你說我 很適合當朋友
你說我 總是會聽你說
你說別太難過 保持聯絡
有空的時候

把疼愛都給你 把疼痛都給我
最痛是當時微笑送你走
等到你轉身後 眼淚也不敢流
只怕你偶然還會回過頭

把疼愛都給你 把疼痛都給我
放開手是我最後的溫柔
如果你能飛得 快樂自由
這疼痛 並不算 什麼

想挽留 卻為什麼點頭
我不懂 連我都不懂我
如果說的太少 愛的太多
有誰能夠懂

千言萬語擁擠我的宇宙
讓我震耳欲聾 喔喔
有多少愛 就有多少
沈默的疼痛

looking at the date,
it has been a week.. time passes so fast.
its like a dark history of life,
whereby there is no one u can talk to
no one u can tell.
Nights after nights,
conversation only happens between the heart and the brain.
it aint easy.

every thing seems so fresh

was it all but a dream?
it seems like it to me.

if i knew that day would be the last,
i would have made it last forever.

somehow my bad intuition are always so darn accurate.
when i feel that something will go wrong, it will definately go wrong.
but whenever i feel that it is gonna be ok, it never happen.
im definately not enjoying this feeling.

and i was so sure.
joke.

and the journey starts all over again,
just like how it started before.

C Em Am
閉上眼睛忍住呼吸 暫時要和世界脫離
Em Am F G
就快要學會不再想你 卻聽見不斷跳動的心
Am Em F Em
我允許了你 讓愛的自由還給你
Am Em F G
我允許了自己 承受這悲傷到天明
C Em Am Em
我不願放棄卻要故意默默允許 我答應自己愛你的心絕口不提
F C Em Am
總是以為終究化作雲淡風輕 愛你到底 痛了自己

所有結局在這夜裡都已成型愛你到底 痛的是我的真心

If all this doesnt makes u grow,
i seriously wonder what will.
Time to start behaving like your age.
Time to grow up kid.
Thats the main reason isn't it?

something from my friend in perth.

The Sun waits for no one.
You see, the Sun, has better things to do than wait.
“There’s work to be done,” he says, “And I cannot be late-”
“ So I really must run.”

He leaves - knowing that things are in tune,
At about… 7.30? Everyday?
With neither a goodbye nor a minute’s delay –
after passing the keys to the Moon.


But i aint the sun, so i will wait.

something to ponder about...

what will you do,
if u believe in doing something,
but everyone is against you,
all the facts are against you.
And there is practically zero chance of succeeding.
So, what say you?
what will you do?

on one hand, its something that u truely want to do.
on the other hand, realistically speaking,
it will not happen.
How much are you gonna risk for a miracle to happen?
Just how far will you go for this groundless hope?

And why are you doing this?
Hope is just an emotion that people who are lost used.
They are always hoping.
Hanging onto groundless hope.
Hope that doesnt have backing.
Since from the start,
hope is something that has been created out of nothing.
Something for people to hang on to when they are really out of choices.

So what will you do?
to hang onto something that is practically non-existance?
or to move on to something that is more practically, and tangible.

choices like this happens throughout our lives.
Many times we are trapped in situation whereby we have to decide,
to move or to stay.
And how many times have we regretted moving?
And just how many times have we regretted staying?

Regrets.
Another emotion that emerged due to things that has been done,
or things that have yet to be done.
So which weighs more?
Regret doing,
or regret not doing?

ever felt that sometimes, when you give in your best,
and its still not enough?
then what do you do from there?
tell yourself thats life, and move on with it?
do you feel lost?
as where to go from here onwards?

will you carry on with what you want to do even if everyone tells you u are a fool?



i know i will

Man talk with actions rather than words.
when they suffer they try to fix everything by themselves without asking for help.
to not leave people worry.
That is why they seldom say anything.