ok
fuck up
lost my small wallet
I/C, Ezlink, Atm, all my freaking stuff, my movie ticket end.
All gone.
Freak.
I/C = 100 bucks.
Ezlink = 20 bucks
Atm = ????
The rest = Priceless

how can i be so careless...

cant seems to concentrate nowadays.
at least not for a full 5 mins
dunno why.
skol is starting soon.
If i dun start to concentrate,
thats the end.


I'm like beginning to believe in fate.
Like...whats meant to be urs, will be urs.
And whats not, no matter how much u are willing to give up for it,
U will not get it.

Opportunity only come once.
U just got to see it.
If u dun,
thats it.

U come in and out of my life,
never one time did u stay for long.
why?
Is it because i failed to see it as a opportunity?
or is it u chose to dismiss it?
What is all this?
A joke?
we are drifting apart again
if u didnt realise.
Yes i notice it.
it takes two hands to clap.
U cant just wait for one side to keep in contact with the other all the time...do u?
i've tried my best,
nothing much i can do now.
whatever things that is going to happen
so be it.

*and u, yea u.
hows life now?
hope its fine for u....
been long since i saw u?
very long...
anyway, take good care of yaself?
yup yup....=)

i guess its time to blog...

everytime i feel like blogging...for some reason...i will stop myself from doing it....
the only reason i can think of, is i dont wanna think...
blogging means thinking+typing....
thinking means trouble for me.
i don't wanna think
but the shitty mind wun stop

everything ended well i guess.
things arent the way i wan
but its the way i expected.
and since everything is fine now,
let nature take its course den.

met up with a bunch of primary skol fren.
when camping over at east coast.
drink and chit chat
and blubber too much rubbish...

to pple wondering where have i been this few weeks.
no where.
at home all the time.
but just beyond the reach of the outside world.
that is what i mean by unplugging.
which is another word for escaping.

no pt acting pitiful
no pt wanting sympathy from pple
so no pt telling the public about ur real feeling.
a few close one are just fine.

i once had a fren. once had. no longer a fren of mind.
anyway, when she fail a test, its written all over the face.
and everyone will just go over and ask are u ok or not.
only till den she will be happy.
attention seeker? maybe...whatever.

anyone wanna exchange a brain with me???
help me ask around.
my brain is working too hard at times,
and not working at all sometimes...shitty eh?

feelings and emotion are so hard to control.
u never know when u are going to fall in love, or when u are going to lose it.
i'm sure everyone out there knows how difficult it is to not love, its a feeling, its beyond our control.
so now the question pop out,when a person just break up with another, and fall in love the next day, why call her a bitch or bastard? since falling in love is not her choice. it just comes naturally. so why should be blame her? some thng to think about anyway....

next time den.