Sunday, December 2

Been awhile. Just had tea, that will explain why im still wide awake.

School has been rather plain. I mean what can u expect, its a school afterall, without any proper sports facilities... SIM have nothing but ample supply of foreigners and more foreigners. They are like at every corner of the school, toilets, canteen, bus stops, benches right at the top lvl at the corner in the most wulu area, they are there... Not like they pissed me off, just that their language do. And they talk in a freakin loud voice.

Been talkin to a friend bout r/s. Realise that there are alot of pple around that does not like to step out of their comfort zone. In whatever expect. People are scared of changes, scared of the unknown. They are afraid to risk. To gamble. So most of the time, this kind of people will just accept watever they have, whether or not they are happy. People like to use this phrase "i dunno what/how to do". And to them, "dunno how to do" = "dont need to do anything". then who can help u? No one can. Anyway, no one else will be affected by it except the party involved.

One must always be able to tell what's the different between ur partner and ur frens, of course less the physical part. If u can't tell the difference, something is very wrong isnt it?

Its always go to take a step back and look at ur surrounding and things happen to u. How are u handling it? Are u even handling it? or u are tryin to escape, making urself "pityful" so tat u are escape the trouble of needin to solve the problem on ur hand. Are u letting things that are important pass u by? Or u simply don't care and hope one day someone or something or God will come along and solve ur problem? Even though im not a catholic or christian, I believe tat God will not help those who doesnt even help themselves.

Martin Luther King said " Our lives begin to end, the day we become silent, about the things that matters"

self-blaming gets people no where. Wats important is knowing where u've gone wrong, learn ur mistake, and start over again. Pple who keeps dwelling about their mistakes or keep indulging in self blame, will find themselves more and more miserable everyday.

And of course, there are always the opposite. Pple who doesnt believe that its their fault, and keeps finding excuses to get the blame off their back, arent gonna have a good time too.

Old man confucius said "Only the wisest and stupidest of men never change."

Be the wise or be the stupid.

No body likes to help people that does not help themselves.

To know what is right and not to do it is the worst.

Im getting fat.

My face is getting rounder.

Tennis i need more tennis.