I'm still loving you.
And it is really sad that i have to move on without you...

deepest fear - to see her on the streets and say "look time no see...."

What can be greater than finally finding someone you really love,
and what can be as painful as having to force yourselve to leave her after that...

e ablity to be warm in the midst of the freezing snow.
to feel cool in the midst of drought.
to feel dry during storm.
to feel clean in mud.
to feel ok when everything is going wrong
to feel happy when u lost ur belongings
to smile when the rest are frowning.

You have that ability to make those happen on me.
and i was like that once.

just like flying a kite.
when the string snaps,
u can only see it from afar,
before it disappear into the horizon.
Can only appreciate it from a this distance,
hoping that it will be in good hands.

And i ask myself, do you still miss me as much as i do miss you....

Life can feel so empty