have been heading home after camp for the past few days.
this is really a slack life man...
i'm like already in ord mode?
weird la...

today is really a freaking sway day...
wake up in the morning, totally got nothing to do..
the rest of the battalion is doing some test, which the platoon sergeant are in charge..so we platoon commanders just walk around...doing nothing..so after walking one round, we just head back to our bunk and stone...and stone..and stone..for a few hours..

den finally, at 3 plus, we book out as usual.
i headed down to ssdc to sign up for my basic theory!!! finally man...after like dunno how long...
ok after signing up, headed straight home. no where to go and having slight gastric.
so i happily took a cab home and on the way home i bought kfc, thinking i could enjoy it at home peacefully and comfortably...
and when i stepped into the lift..i realise i left my freaking houes key in my bunk!!! freak sia... and no one is home...and the next soul that will come home will be home at 7+...

so i did had my lunch..standing outside my house..
feel so pathetic man...
den went down to look for joo wee...
waited for him for 2 hours before going for dinner..and after dinner, which is around 7+, i tot comfirm got pple home le..my phone was flat by den...so i went home...and press the bell..and no one was home again...waited for like another half hour before someone came to my rescue...wasted so much time today...tamade..

friendship is precious, esp those longer than a yr type.
so its very stupid to let a frenship weaken by just a small thing...
i think its rather small man...and its just due to miscommunication and misuse of words and expression i guess. go think about it la...

another thing that struck me. things are happening to pple around me, and some, used to be close frens of mine. but i dun get to see the full picture, partly cause i dun wish to ask cause i feel if they wan to tell me they will....well well...something to ponder about it guess.

my table during the ball

it has been a while le.
commissioning parade is over.
went to my new unit, which is 2SIR at amoy quee camp in yck
commissioning ball is over, thanks to mel whose my lovely date for that nite.
hope the ball isnt too boring for ya~hah

got to know the overview of the upcoming event for the rest of my time in my new unit.
upcoming will be atec which is in july, followed by joint exercise with indonesia in their country in around aug. and a month after that, if i'm "lucky" enough, will be heading down to australia for another major exercise with them. and near to my ord date, got to attend a three month company tactic course back in safti mi. looking at it, rest time seems to be rather..sparse i think. good luck to me~

anyway after the ball, send mel over to marina square and met up with a old buddy of mine.gf problem again. always liddat. one side claims that she doesnt understand him. the other side assume that she knows him very well.

after talking for a few hours, it just struck me.
people like to assume so much, and they forget that everyone is different.
so when they assume, its according to how they themselves will do.
dont expect pple to act the way like u do.
different pple got diff way of reacting to e situation.
so when she doesnt react the same way as u do, dont get angry for goodness sake.
talk things out and quarrelling is actually the same, but the outcome is different.
the different about talking things out and quarrelling is ur tone of voice, and u must have a mind set that u are learning from the incident, not trying to push the blame to the other party.thats what is usually happening.
talk things out session becoming a challenging each other session

another thing about him.
he got a bus interchange there too.
same shit that is happening to me
its really shit man...
think about it i also sian le...
who can help?

responsibilty overloading
so many things
restlesss
things arent going well.
disappointment
pressure
stress
fatigue
disturbed
not understooded
not attended to
trying to breath
rebooting
system error
shut down.