thats it man....
1 whole yr of work....
gone just like that....
no more...
thats it....

most probably that new j1 guy is going to be the setter for the team.
if he stay that is...
which means...
yup...i'm not setting for the team...
but well...he's good...the team with definately be stronger with him in it.
i'm just very dissapointed that is...
but what to do....zi4 bu4 ru2 ren2....just got to ren4 ming4....

but i'm like lost now.
so what am i going to play.
when the team is traininig for spiking,
i'm the one setting for them.
so nope...not spiking traiing for me before...
and i'm too short anyway...
there are better reciever in the team...
so nope...low chance that i will be a liberal.
so now what the hell am i going to be man...
i might just be on the reserve list.
yea...first captain in history to be on the reserve bench....

argh....
well.....i'm damn lost now.......

something is wrong...i can't view blog...i can even see my own blog...what the hell is going on.....

well...i'm damn bored...
my wallet is found~~
yup...tanglin police hq sent me a letter to ask me to retrieve it soon.
got to find some time to go down get it.
good start of the year afterall.

throat is getting from bad to worst.
nose is no where near the recovering stage.
and my lungs will be out if i dun stop coughing soon.

school already started.
on friday.
sux
class room is all the way on top of J block. right at the corner....its like 10 mins walk to the canteen?
hell with it.....
don't wanna eat anymore....

something seems to be missing in school...
don't know what is it....its just...weird?
yup...weird...

i have to admit....i do miss u.
i really do.
maybe thats what is missing.
econs lect especially.....
when i tot everything is over,
i tot i gotten over it anyway.
but that day when i see u in school,
i literally melted....
yup...melted.
i felt something in my heart,
like it missed a beat or something?
yup...
and after that,
cant get u out of my head anymore...

but still what can i do,
yes...whats there i can do?
don't know...
guess i just have to forget about everything again............